“I want to talk to you everyday for the rest of my life. But may mga uncertainties and responsibilities to do.”
— Oreo, December 29, 2011
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— Oreo, December 29, 2011
It was November 20, 2011. Oreo told me that his family’s plan to migrate to US has been approved and that they might migrate within 2 years. I’m happy for him, I know it has always been his dream but I was sad at the same time because when that time finally come, I know I’m definitely going to be sad and I’m going to miss him.
I told myself, I’m going to make the most of the remaining time I have, to seize the moment I can, while he’s still a little closer.
-cheesecake<3
Oreo: [November 17, 2011, 20:38] uhm, cheesecake tomorrow’s your birthday right? :-) and on your birthday i want you to know that you are a very special who has touched and warmed many lives including mind :-) i also want you to know how much I appreciate you. Have a very happy birthday! Remember that your best years are still ahead of you and I’ll be there for every up’s and down’s and in between. Wishing you all the great things in life, hope this day will bring you an extra share of all that makes you the happiest:-) gusto ko lang mauna.:-)
-He didn’t became the first to great me, but I really appreciate this lenghty message he composed for my birthday.
November 18, 2011, 22:00, it was my birthday and the exact time I was born, according to my birth certificate. He called and we talked like until 1 or 2 AM.
-I just felt I am special in a way. Thanks for all the time, Oreo. :)
-cheesecake<3
A song dedicated to me, according to him.
First, he asked me to download the album of Jason Mraz entitled “We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things.” Then, he asked me one song which I will dedicate to him yet I can’t think of one that time. Then he finally told me to listen to this song and after I listened to it, he told me that he dedicates this song to me.
A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz
You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy, humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language and shorty cursive I’ve been reading
You’re style is quite selective but your mind is rather reckless
Well, I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses
Well, it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
And kind of turn themselves into knives
And don’t mind my nerve you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick and probably
Have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy depending on how you take these
Words they’re paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging
And it’s a beautiful mess, yes, it is
It’s like we’re picking up trash in dresses
Well, it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
‘Cause here, here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, we’re still here
And what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
And through timeless words and priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh, the wait was so worth it
Source: JASON MRAZ - A BEAUTIFUL MESS LYRICS
I just find this act, and the song, something a-little-too-sweet. :)
-cheesecake<3
We talked about so many things on November 7, 2011, the night before the second semester begin, and I forget every details of our two-or-three-hours-long conversation, but there remain words that were engraved in my memory. He might have already forgotten that he said these things but I don’t. Some of the most unforgettable things he said that night were:
1.) “Promise, hindi na ako magiging bitter sa iyo. Kasi napag-isip-isip ko na malungkot ka pala noong mga nakaraang araw…” (English Translation: “Promise, I will not feel bitter to you anymore. Because I realized that you are lonely in the past few days…”) That is one of the first things that I can’t forget that he said when he called that night. I don’t know how big my smile was the time I hear the words. I don’t know how my reaction looked like when my roommate saw it. One thing I know is that I know that this words means a lot to me.
2.) If you are following my post, you might have known that about month ago, October 9 to be exact, I almost closely confessed to him that he is my crush when I finally answered his question, “Who’s your crush?” And after that confession, I felt like I’m just like all the other girls to him - those who confess that they like him and to things like that, but that night he said that I shouldn’t count myself as one of those girls. Yes, I’m like them because I like him too and I confessed but these things didn’t make me the same with those girls, he said. Good thing, he can still remember that he was the one who confessed to me first last summer of 2011 and that he asked the question which I just answered honestly. I hope you understand what I mean here.
3.) He asked me if there was any question I want to ask. Yes, I got questions in my mind but I was too hesitant to ask the questions. He gave me that chance to ask questions for the next several minutes and he will answer them honestly but I just let that chance fly away. Well, in the end, he still answered the question in my mind and his answer was “Ikaw (you).” I guess you got the idea that the question in my mind was “Who’s your crush?” And this made me assume that what I feel is NOT unrequited.
-cheesecake<3
